It has always amazed me that such a
little girl, a tiny person like yourself, could take so much
cock, either in your pussy or in your mouth.
It took a lot of practice. I had to learn how to relax and take
what a man had to give me. It seemed sometimes that I could suck
cocks that were bigger than me!
When did you start dicking fordollars?
My hardcore stuff started in 1980, when I met Michael Ranger. I
was on a softcore shooting with him, saw his big wienie, and fell
in love. But after a while people got sick of seeing just me and
Michael together. I was like Bridgette Monet, I’d only have
sex scenes with my man. So I had to start fucking other guys,
which was fine, of course.
Do you like girls?
Yeah, girls give great head. I never thought about dating women,
but as sexual partners they’re real good, real sweet.
Any lady you particularly like?
A girl I did loops with, Jennifer Stewart (Jenny Kim),
an Oriental girl with really big, firm breasts. The first time I
worked with her, we were doing this thing around a pool. I
didn’t really know her that well, and at first I felt a
little weird. But she was real cute, and when she took off her
bathing suit, when it dropped to her knees, her crotch was wet,
and I thought, “God, this is gonna be great.” She was
really hot.
When we were finishing the scene in the bedroom, Michael came to
pick me up. We were going at it pretty hot and heavy – I
looked over, and he was sitting in the hallway watching us. He
was so pissed off the whole day: “You were having too much
fun!”
Michael and I messed around with her once. She wouldn’t let
him screw her when we were together. She just gave him head. It
was like courtesy to me – real cute.
Jennifer was your first girl?
No, the first one I had was really horrible. We were making this
loop. I didn’t know what to do at all. The director said,
“Okay, now go down and eat her pussy.” I made him
have her to do it first, because I didn’t know what I was
doing at all. I kept hiding the view while I was doing it. I felt
so dumb. I was a big dork on that one.
You were afraid to make it with a woman
at first?
No, I was pretty hip. I used to talk about it with my
boyfriend (...) I never would have done it, but the
opportunity presented itself in the business. I do
everything at least once. That was fun, so I did it couple of
times.
You swing both ways – who gets
you off better, boys or girls?
Sex is always good. Guys always seem to be in a rush –
they’ve got hard-ons, their dick’s on their mind.
Women are more calm about things – less frenzied. Not that
I want that all the time. Frenzy is good sometimes.
Can you tell us something about your
X-rated memories – how were the porn actors?
These guys get laid all the time, so they don’t have that
edge on. They take time with what they’re doing. Practice
makes perfect. Michael was really good. He was a gentleman
– he’d always run around and open the car door for
you. He’d take the girls in the shower after the shooting.
Jamie Gillis is a wild man. He’s nasty, a “forbidden
sex” guy. I liked him a lot.
Did he tie you up and beat you?
No, we had pretty normal sex – for him. He teased all day
long, little things – like he’d pinch my nipple, give
me a dirty look, and walk away. Something like that throws you
off guard and makes you wonder what’s gonna happen later.
When you’re screwing he grabs your ass. He’s rough.
He’s arrogant. I couldn’t handle that every day of
year, but his attitude makes you want him.
Paul Thomas was kind of funny. He’d eat off of other
people’s plates, spoiled-kid kind of stuff. I worked with
him once when I had to [menstruate] and I told him before,
“Don’t do it hard, please.” When we were
shooting he wailed on me. I was so pissed off. He just smiled
– “nyah, nyah.” I couldn’t do anything
because the film was rolling. He thought it was so funny.
One guy probably thinks I’m a jinx, because he can never
come when I’m on the set. What’s his name? He was in
8 to 4 with me. He’d say, “Oh, no, I have to
screw you,” and make the cross, like I was Vampira.
[Editor’s note: Jesse Adams.]
Are you a fan of X-rated films?
I never watch them. I’ve probably seen two of my own
movies, that’s it. I know everybody. I know their
little quirks. The thrill of seeing people screw is gone.
There’s no mystery. It’s embarrassing, almost,
to watch people I know do it.
When I was eighteen I saw Alice in wonderland, a soft
X-rated thing. I thought it was real cute, and afterwards I made
my boyfriend come screw me.
Then you were a hot little teeny-bopper?
My pal, Cindy, and I fooled around with boys a lot. We used to do
it out in the park. I’d hide a sleeping bag on the side of
her house and pick it up on the way. We didn’t want to do
it on the grass. I was real young then. We were wild, I guess. I
used to be eager to screw all night. Let’s face it,
I’ve done everything now. But when I was first starting
out, it was all so cool. I used to pride myself on knowing how to
get a guy off.
Figuring out how to get a guy off, was
it a big moment?
It’s a pretty powerfull feeling. I used to give handjobs to
my boyfriends. The first time one came it was by accident. He
dropped his load in a second, and then my parents came home, and
he was out the door, and I wondered what the hell happened.
“Stuff came out of his thing, yucch.”
I thought dorky stuff like that. (...) I was going with a guy who
took me to the houses out in back of the baseball field (...). He
wanted me to give him head, and I had no concept of oral sex. He
was putting my head on his lap, and he was naked. I had no idea.
And when he put his head on my lap, I said, “Ugh, you gotta
be kidding! You’re not gonna do that!”
How did you meet your associate, Steven
Hirsch?
I was doing a show in Chicago, and Lisa DeLeeuw, who I was
supposed to share a room with, had a date that night and informed
me that I was out. I said, “But, but, but... I don’t
know anybody in Chicago.” “Spend the night with
Steven.” “But I don’t know him.”
He and I went out to dinner that night. I told him, “I
don’t want to mess around,” cause I was married to
Michael. So Steven slept with his pants on – what a little
gentleman. That got me. I got home, and all I could think about
was Steven. So I packed my stuff, fixed my car, got my clothes
dry-cleaned, and left. It’s been wonderful ever since...
Well, close to it.
Now that you’re an old, retired,
out-to-pasture warhorse, do you miss the glamour and the
thrills?
I’m so far removed from “Loni.” [Her real name
is Jennifer.] When I was working, I loved screwing all those
different guys. You didn’t have to hang out with them, you
didn’t even have to know them. They could be your husband
for a day. And you never fought. We had the best sex,
‘cause all these guys knew how to do it.
I can’t remember how long it’s been since I had
another guy’s wienie inside me – a long time.
It’s kind of sad. There are times when you think it’d
be hot to screw around, but it wouldn’t be worth ruining a
relationship over it.
I miss the freedom of the money. As a porn star you have lots and
lots of money all the time. But this is more stable. It’s
something I can tell my mom about. You can’t tell her,
“Mom, I screwed this guy today and he has the biggest
dick!”
